Trying to live my life
Tired of all this strife
I've caused pain and tears
from hurt in the past years
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As I sit back and ponder,
rereading poems I've written years before.
Thinking of the meanings and I began to wonder
are my poems just impish outbursts of a child,
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I've seen your pain, and your hurt.
I'm sorry for treating you like dirt,
I didnt mean to make you cry
nor did I mean it when I wished you would die.
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Hiding something so deep,
a memory that is mine to keep
A heart filled with hate
a pain that no medicine can sedate
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Pain etched deep
Memories that you wish to keep
I'm here for you to take a chance
Let me show you fates dance
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You tell me you love me
And how do I know its true?
Or if me and you were meant to be
With everything thats happened
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The pain is never ending
There is no new beginning
You had your chance
To make things right
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I talk with my poems
They are my unspoken words
They are my unknowns
The truth is far deeper
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For Valentines Day
I don't want chocolates or flowers
or cute little I love you letters
I just want the day to hurry and end
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People come and go
but the memories stay
Whats the point of saying hello
knowing that one day
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