john silvia Poems

it hurts again
it started squeezing harder
it won't let up
and i try to pretend
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i can feel their eyes watching me
i can sense their growing jelousy
i can hear their hateful words so clearly
i can see them turning green with envy
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Brownie was my teddy bear.
Brownie could do anything,
And with him, I didn’t have a care
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he's here again, and i tell him to leave
i won't, he said, this is my home
no it's not, it's mine, and your not me
oh yes i am, he said, and i won't leave you alone
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I’ve never known what’s it’s like to not be in love.
Since I was born, it’s been out of my hands.
I was designed for her. She’s the reason I exist.
The reason my heart beats, the reason it started is her.
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am i dreaming?
i can't tell
bottom of this rabbit hole
from which i fell
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