She said, “but you’re always smiling”.
I wanted to tell her how at night I breakdown
I call out to my mother in a desperate silent cry
I did not tell her that
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Most nights I'm burdened
By unanswered questions
By loneliness
By sorrow
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Teach me to not miss you
Teach me how to unlove you
Show me how to be happy again
Show me where you are
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