They don’t know how I feel
The pain inside
The smile on my face
Covers the hurt I hide
...
All that surrounds me is but a lie
As tears fall from bloodshot eyes
Twisted thoughts fill my head
Hoping soon that I’ll be dead
...
How much truth is in love
When the words fall to the floor?
Is it an empty emotion
An illusion of something more?
...
Life holds me where I stand
Immobilized in despair
Kill me with your words
Cut me with your stare
...
Why can’t I sleep
I just dream of you
In the darkest nights
Your eyes burn through
...
I hate me because you love me.
You are blind and cannot see.
You deserve way more than I can give.
But without you, my darling, I cannot live.
...
She’s beautiful, as she spreads her wings
To mask the pain from your eyes.
You see the black that slithers through the colors
Like a sunset beneath the marks of night.
...
You hold visions
Of hope in your eyes
Your soft, sweet words
To my face, brings a smile
...
Suicidal Love Letter
They don’t know how I feel
The pain inside
The smile on my face
Covers the hurt I hide
If only I could die
Cause no more harm
To be buried within
Your loving arms
Hold me tight
And don’t let go
Visions of death
The only home I know
If only your eyes
Could be my tomb
If only your smile
Could all, but consume
Only your love
Could make this better
I proclaim my love
In this suicidal love letter.
Hey Joshua, why all the sad stuff? Life's too short for all that suicide stuff, death comes way too soon naturally. Frank Amburn Virginia