Happiness I no longer feel
The sorrow inside I try to conceal.
My heart feels like it's split in twain
even though my love was in vein.
Now bleak sadness fills my eyes
while I lie down and wait to die.
Emptiness, anger, jealousy, grief
I spent so much time with a bitter belief.
Resentment toward you has all but faded
as all my thoughts and actions have been shaded
With a thought of nothing but sorrow
All I can do is wait for tomorrow.
Then during the night I wake up sweating
lost in my panick and nearly forgetting.
It was only a dream and I find you lying right there
and right at that moment I thank God with a prayer.