Julie Diaz Poems

I think of you night and day
always hoping your ok
i am by the phone almost all the time
sometimes wishing you were mine
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Every complaint is another envy,
' i hate when my mom gets in my business! '
at least you have a mom that cares..
'my boyfriend doesnt wants to go with friends today..what about me? '
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its an illness
the emptiness eats at your soul
and all you can do is watch
it shows in the eyes
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I would like to go back to that moon lit night
the one where we held hands and walked along that dirt road
the night i hoped would never end
the night you said you loved my company
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here i am acting like a scratched cd
repeating this same routine.
havent heard from you in days
all iam thinking is that your dead.
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