Just A Random Person YO

Have you ever felt happy but crying at the same time?
and feel loneliness and no where to hide?
Pretended that everything was okay and fine?
But for you, Its like the world had died?
Or act like you have no idea what was going on,
and think that everything has already gone.
then feel like your an obnoxious moron,
and felt depressed so you slept until dawn.
Have you ever felt like crying every single day?
and thought like nothing can cure your pain away?
...... I did....