Welcome to the world of a monster. I write from strictly free writing. I never think of anything just let flow out what flows out. This way it's not masked by modern culture and personal bias of any kind. It is mere mind of matter style writing.
I am a graphic/fine artist, musician, writer.
When I look at the moon I can see your face
Under the moon I bathe in its light and wish for just one embrace
The embrace of a loved one, the one that I hold dear to me
To see into your eyes, our tears of joy reflect the moonlight.
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I can feel our souls twisting as one every time I hear your name
I can see our hearts beating in sync, every time I see your face.
If only through the air, I can still feel what we both fear
I see it, breathe it, live it, dream it, in my dreams it's your voice I hear.
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Through darkness i see what was never meant to be seen in the visual perspective of any living being.
It is here i find myself wandering into blackness yet screaming at the silence for being to loud. The doors open at each turn to reveal a different nightmare that is nothing new to me. Just life itself revealing all of the loss and failure i have achieved along this time line of life.
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