Lost In The Void Poem by Justin Terrell

Through darkness i see what was never meant to be seen in the visual perspective of any living being.

It is here i find myself wandering into blackness yet screaming at the silence for being to loud. The doors open at each turn to reveal a different nightmare that is nothing new to me. Just life itself revealing all of the loss and failure i have achieved along this time line of life.

I want to hide forever, this light keeps drawing me out but i feel as if i need to hide from it as well. The darkness is freeing, so long as no one can see me i am happy here.

The monsters reveal themselves everytime i shut my eyes. Even in darkness where no one can see me. It is here i wish i would just be void of life.

I am used for my ignornace of what real life is. I shame myself for all kindness i give. To those who arent deserving of the broken heart they have created.