Tasting the pinkness of your lips as they yield a ripe nectar all their own
The stamp of your fingerprints cover my skin
There isn't a place unexplored on this map
Eyes locked leads to the intermingling of desires
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12: 40am 11/25
This feeling has a name
One that forms on the tip of my tongue
But the muzzle of hope prevents me from uttering the letters
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The scenario plays itself to the best of perfections
You're sitting there beside me
Blue eyes ablazed in the most aquatic way
Your heart &mind exposed to it's most amorous capacity
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So...this part of my life seems a bit puzzling like a jigsaw
I am one piece and I know at some point I will have the other joined to me
to complete this wondrous picture created by the Father
I thought it was he but from the interaction w/he, my corners have lifted
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Multiple times a day, I will cross your mind.
Flashing cranial photographs taken further embed my presence in your world
Snaps of my air kiss given to you via ichat, of my perky breasts
Of my open mouth when you're purposely nice-nasty, of my tossled hair
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Repeated persistence of your question reminds me of the ancient Chinese torture
Drip-drop, drip-dropp in the center of my forehead
As it bores thru my consciousness
The sound of your raised voice beginning to bury
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As I wipe the salty tear from my eye
my heart sends a message to my brain to create a new one
It slowly slides down my yellow cheek to the corner of my pink Chapsticked lips
The same lips you kissed knowing the fine mess you were creating
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I thought of you today and decided to mail you my care
Around my house I looked for a box large enough
To the post office I eagerly traveled
For you are certain to feel what you have admittedly been missing
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There is a little hope that fades as I traverse the streets
It stood strong in the face of adversity
But dissipates in the face of truth
It finds itself standing alone in a pile of rubble left from the storm
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Years, weeks, seconds never to be experienced again flooded my consciousness
I shuttered at the thought of your love's absence
Disbelief married with fear silenced me
In that instant, all I desired was a hope, not the truth.
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