Kaspa Richards

Eyes awaken into the darkness
Put into action the routine I've mastered
Work is the only place I hear laughter
So I pick up my pace and get ready faster
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The memories of missing years
Has squinting eyes flooding with tears
A teardropp falls
The start of it all
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I see no light at the end of my tunnel,
There is no other side to these constant struggles,
The grass isn’t greener as I can’t see it,
Can’t look on the bright side if I don’t believe it.
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Getting high with the help of my mate Nazmul's tune
Sounds of the piano and violins pour into my room
Plus the deep thudding bass and snare share my mood
Smokey eyes see no worries through thick white plumes
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Emotions in her heart someone in her head
My friend came and spoke to me this is what she said
About the guy from her past who fell from her grasp
Made the wrong decision now she hopes it won’t last
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Sometimes feeling like a little boy
Trapped inside a tall mans body
I had to grow up and dropp the toys
Being a kid here was a fool’s mad hobby
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It makes me laugh when people won’t let s**t rest,
Like jay z not letting biggie die man the man died at his best,
But in special situations when there are special relations
Exciting trepidation and nerves of risking your foundations
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Closing my eyes so that I can’t see
Life staring aggressively back at me
With eyes shut I try and find
A way to heal this mind of mine
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Why do I remain friends with you?
Writing this poem I have nothing to loose
I got a rope around my neck
And you’re tightening the noose
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I knock on the window of my mates’ front door
Looks confused so I remind him what I'm here for
What’s happening can u sort us with that score?
There’s none in the area? When you getting more?
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Nick knack paddy whack
Toss this dog a bone
Just to let me know
That I’m not fighting on my own
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I look upon my eye and see my reflection
I begin to wonder why I've lost my affection
For you after you gave me such protection
When life attacked me from every direction
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Bored so bored
Scum all around me
Lord my lord
The devil found me
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I can’t bear to stare into a looking glass
For I see my reflection thus I see my past
I see what I am and I see I won’t last
I see my failures and what holds me back
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Seems everyone just hates to see me change
But my brain feels maimed with no ambition of fame
Just money and its funny all I want is that and my honey
Coz the rest are all dummies and I can’t get chummy
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Closing my eyes the true me begins his journey
To the world I own the place that will cure me
Where I'm free to roam and no one there to lure me
Except for mystical Mother Nature who lovingly endures me
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What I want looks to be permanently out of reach
No matter what I say or do, teach or preach
So with each passing day my desire becomes like a leach
This once so exciting emotion now has me tied to her leash
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I don’t spit rhymes but when I write
There’s no need for me to take my time
Coz time after time when I write my lines
I feel it become your sign to come and look at me shine
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Drug takers and addicts are easy to dismiss
When these are the faces that society won’t miss
Even though its society at the route of all this
No help at hand just a quick poisoned NHS kiss
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I know when i'm being lied to
Even if I do not say
Ill witness your lie enter the world
And see how long it stays
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