have u ever wanted to scream so loud
so wish the world could hear?
but no ones ever around, and no ones ever near?
the deep dark sadness thats held inside
...
when i look in the mirror and see my reflection.
its sad to see it faces the wrong direction.
the darkness over shadows my light.
its hard to see, i keep losing sight.
...
the sadness falls from her eyes
no one hears her crys
she is dead inside
...
sitting in this deserted bedroom
no furnature left
listening to my breathing echo
off the empty walls
...
wondering why
were falling apart
saying goodbye
this is where we depart
...
hobbies- sing, play guitar, piano, write volleyball and football are my favorite sports i used to have a very depressing life and still have some issues on occasions but i learn to deal! i discovered a new way of things. i went to hobby lobby and bought some canvases and started painting again. i thought it would be good to paint my feelings instead of take them out on my arms. it works. i was suicidal at one point in life. so i write to take the pain away. theres alot more about me! so send a message. get to know me. im a pretty kewl understanding person :) im open to anything*)
Invisible
have u ever wanted to scream so loud
so wish the world could hear?
but no ones ever around, and no ones ever near?
the deep dark sadness thats held inside
drops dead faster than a rollercoaster ride.
have you ever felt that no one listens?
that no one even cares?
that no ones there to give advice?
or be there when ur in tears?
the feeling of being worthless
even though u know ur loved
or the fact your feeling tempted
or often feeling shuved.
reality there is no happy endings
its just a fantasy's rude pretendings
so get used to the pain
and butchered hurt
this big stain wont come out of a shirt.