The fear of not making it and being alone.
The fear of not finding joy.
Someone help me out of this mess.
My entire body is rewarded with stress.
The days pass by but things get worse.
Is anybody hearing me or will i forever be cursed.
Friends are not friends and foes are foes.
The life I want is somewhat ghost.
Of course this world I live in is only a test
but, I want so badly to be more than the rest.
I have faith in my heart but my life is a mess.
Am i being petty or just more mature than some, I guess.
Just one friend one ear is all that I have ever ...