im pinned agenst the wall
pressured to choose my future
i honestly dont know what i want
so please end this torture.
...
i am not powerful
i deserve to die, or the reverse
i will live in spite of her
its my fault, or the reverse
...
if only you knew
how much you mean to me
youd be conceded
and never filled with envy.
...
i feel alone
within the dark
the silence within
fills my lothing heart.
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