He never really
left me
although I did escape

He drags me back,
back to the pain
it feels so real

He laughs as
I cry
the pain I feel
it

His smile, I see it
his words, I hear
he says them as
I sink

No one sees me
leave,
its as if I'm
always there

No one sees, and
no one cares

They notice I lie
and time and
time again
they fall for it