alone i cry in this meaning less world
all i want is to be forgotten
i want to be invisable
why am i here
...
i am her
the one they call his daughter
i live in hell
i surrenderd my soul to him
...
screaming...
im alone
with no one to hear my cries
im sufficating...
...
blood dripping to the floor
laughter is ahead
the scars left on my arm
the pain i left behind
...
i sit at the corner of my bed
sad and alone
i hear a voice calling out
my name is obviously
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i am a satianist. i belive in what i want to belive in. i don't belive in what other people tell me to. im not a follower. i do things myself. i listen to rock, hardxcore, deathmetal, metal, and grindcore... my favorite colors are purple and orange. im bi. im only 14. ima sinner. and i love it... if you think im doing wrong... oh well get over it... i kno what im doing... i love to write especially on what i've been through and how i feel... if you dnt like my writting... you can tell me but dnt say its good when its not... for anyone who thinks i need help... i dnt im fine... i can handle what ever comes my way... i dnt care for your opinions on what i need and dnt need... well thats all i got to say about my self...)
Dying Softly
alone i cry in this meaning less world
all i want is to be forgotten
i want to be invisable
why am i here
i don't deserve to live
i want to be dead
i want to be in peace
you murdered me brutaly
you killed my dreams
you tore my heart
and left me here to scream
all i ever wanted
was you to care
you didn't have to love me
but your simpathy would of helped
im seeing our memories fade
im watching you walk away
im crying black tears
my screams you can't hear
your the reason....
im still here
ima very bad writter...lol