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I Would Have

i would have never told you all the stuff that ment something to me
i would have given my grandmother and grandfather more hugs and kisses
i would have tried harder to get away from you
i would have not tried starving myself to stay skinny
i would have never tried being friends with you
i would have never trusted you
i would have never let you bully me
i would have never tried so hard to please you
i would have never let you talk down to me
i would have never let you hurt me
i would have never let you tell people horrible stuff about me
i would have never came back to your home
i would have never been born


and most of all

i would have never loved you

because you never loved me
because i was never really welcome home
because all you ever do is say horrible stuff
because you liked hurting me
because you never said anything nice about me
because you are unpleasable
because i was so defenseless
because you never gave me a reason to trust you
because you didnt see me as your child you saw me as a nuscence
because image was everything to you
because you never really wanted me there anyway
because they could see through your fake smile
because you twisted everything against me
because all i was was a mistake in your eyes

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