kupkake kisses Poems

Do you know how it feels to lose someone?
How you go through grief and pain?
I know how that feels,
and how it feels to always live in rain.
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I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears,
I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back?
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I'll be that girl,
who hides her fears...
I'll be that girl,
who never shows she is in pain...
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The guilt is overwhelming....
The physical pain isn't bearable..
The emotional scars still remain....
So do the ones on my arms.
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