kyle used to be nikol Poems

i thought i could be the one that would make you happy
the one that would make you believe in real love
the one that would make you feel like a treasure you are
the one that you think about at first when you cry
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These are my theories of falling, as I sacrificed everything for a little while
These are my theories of the fall, how it bothers me more and more every day.
Tear off the shackles, let the flags fly, let the children live,
Let the bells ring, let the dead sleep,
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my dearest girl
i'll wait for you
so meet me at our spot
because there's something
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and i still remember him
as if he were here yesterday
i remember him very well
i remember that boy still
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oh boy, you make me feel things
sweet, how much happiness it brings
do we have wings?
are we getting used to new things?
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if i lose my memory one day please be sure that i will still remember you
even if i forget how the sunset looked like
even if i forget how it felt like when we met
even if i forget how butterflies looked like
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oh, you poor thing
you thought people are nice, didn't you?
do you think, they would call for help if they saw you bleeding?
sometimes, that bleeding isn't visible, right?
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there's no hiding for him
unrealistic surroundings tricking him into seeing something else
but somebody stole his car radio and he's sitting in silence
all the voices in his head are telling him to do things he wouldn't even think about
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you seemed so happy
but we all wear a mask right
i still have your tiktoks on my phone
i dial your phone number every night
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