There is a lot of violence,
As i sit here and suffer in silence.
One cut leads to many more,
And soon my skin becomes all torn.
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My tears make me who i am.
My tears can also make me somebody i'm nnot.
My tears, rarely, are made of joy and happiness.
My tears are made of anger and frustration at her.
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I cut to try and get rid of the pain.
But the pain seems to never go away.
Everytime my life seems like its getting better something always seems to bring me back down.
For once in my life i would like to have more than a day of happiness.
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When you wrap me in your arms
When you tell me, I CAN make it
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Love is hard but nobody said it was easy.
Love is hurtful but it can be healing.
Love is you an me.
Love is you telling me you love me.
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I was depressed for so long.
And after 2 months of help i thought i was free.
I was so happy.
But, like always, i was wrong, of course.
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Well i did it.
I hope your happy now.
I've hurt myself more than enough times for you.
I've want almost three months without hurting myself.
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