Dad...so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.
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I'm sorry for your hurt,
I'm sorry for your grief.
I'm sorry that your pain,
Was no one else's belief.
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You see the pain that lies in her eyes,
But, atlast, her eyes are dry,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.
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You don't know how I'm feeling.
I have yet to vocalize
Desire deep inside me.
Can you see it in my eyes?
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Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there
You look at me with a smile
'Life isn't always fair'
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winter hangs an ashen veil
across the failing light
streams across the rolling hills
glazing earth with night
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Someone help me from this panicked life.
Someone please, please hear my calls of desperation & pain.
Someone come & pull me from the pit of this dark, engraved hole.
Someone remember the cuts on my arms & search for my lonely soul.
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There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
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I have feelings of love for the guy I see.
Does he love me too, what does he think of me?
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