Lemuel Giviens

I'm so tired, Tired of
being taken for granted

I'm so tired of the acid
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I relax my mind
I relax my mind in the visions of daylight
The Daylight can't take away the magic of the night
The night is filled with horrors even I can't explain
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Despite the dream
I concur reality
Despite the memory, I prevent shivery
Despite my fears, I remain glorfied
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All these words in my head, I got to let them out
I got speak them before my time runs out
All these words, the world is going to hear, what I'm talking about
All these words got me thinking should straighten things out
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There is a beautiful spirit, that glows in my soul
It once was dark and had nothing but hurt
The hurt was so toxic, it consumed everything, I touched
And begun to grow branches to really taint my soul
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There is beauty within me, you will eventually see
Life is beautiful, Life is special, Life is meant to be
Be beautiful like the spirit in me,
There is beauty within me, you will eventually see
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Perception

I alter my perception, before i cut loose,
I alter my perception, before I cut loose
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My personality has grown from the wickedness
To growing in all aspects, to venture the importance of happiness
Happiness comes but fades, but the connection of hope, is bigger than the dream of simplifying trust, what is it mean to foresee things that have not come to pass without in-trusting in faith?
Keeping things short but simple, knowing nothing but the possibilities, Is the way to the heart, what is dreaming without thinking or talking about all the possibilities?
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My dear love Is near
My love I hear your voice
Your voice is near and I ready to follow
Follow you through the world
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A perfect storm is in the mix,
I finally have a time to vent
Vent on what frustrates me in life
A life that, I did not choose but Im living by its rules
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Feelings oh how much more can
I take what more can break the
feelings, I try to ignore
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I wonder if life is meant to be
this way, Dreams broken and
shattered without a doubt
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My Inspiration has surfaced
My Creativity has risen
My Fear has decreased
There is room for tomorrow
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Im tight, Im always right
I don't care what you think
Did I stutter or Blink
I laugh at you wannabe's
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You want me to hold my peace
But exactly what does that mean?
When you walk around like you a king, crushing someone else's dreams
Do I look like a servant of yours or someone you can run over?
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Creation is what I do,
I got alittle time to show you
My development froze over
The money still seems to be neutral
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Its time to play
Its time to play
Play through the pit
The pit of the drum
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For the good of man,
We hold our heads up high

For the good of man, we swallow
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Riddle me this
Riddle me that

Why oh why did
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I was lying awake in my bed,
when I got that call,

I almost dropped the phone
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