LoKis White

Dear Itama,
I don't know how to start this. I want to hate you for leaving me living.
This is the feeling I am having at the same time thanks I'm giving
To you for the months you carry me pain you had to indoor
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A Blind Man once asked a JAH:
Is there anything worse than losing your Eyes (eye sight) ?
JAH replied:
Yes of-course... losing your 'VISION'.
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A Vision
I had a vision last night
It was of my death
As my life pass before my eyes
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If I show you I have feelings for you
Does the make me weak?
If I write poems of my feelings for you
Does that make me a geek?
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My little brother told me I need to be HAPPY
I told him as long as the PEOPLE in my life ARE HAPPY so am I
I started to think back to when YOU once told misery LOVE COMPANY
I started to laugh
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What do you want from me?
Keep asking but you give no answer
You keep moving around the question like you are on a pole
An exotic dancer
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I have a question.
Do you know what you have lost?
I am in depression.
When I had to pay the cost.
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It's time for me to get away from all the things that hurt me
I know Itama didn't want me to feel this pain when she birth me
It's time for me to live my life for me not for anyone else
I tired living for you and it felt like I kept shooting myself
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It's doesn't matter what they all might be thinking
You could have been everything to me like the water plants need to be drinking
You are my light in the sky. Woman I need you day and night
I need your smile that glow bright in my sky and full me with life.
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You said those words and I couldn't believe what I heard
What you said was like a drunk the words came were slurred
I wish I have been there to see your face to tell if you believed
Those words WOW it was very hard for me to conceived
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I was once told I wasn't a very good friend
I tell the truth; don't care if feelings are hurt in the end
I try to see it from another person point of view
But I remember Itama told me "Son a fool will always be a fool."
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He believed she loved him with all her heart but he was so wrong
Every day she dance to the music but never heard the lyrics in that song
She sings the lyrics out loud while she runs the street
He was at work working very long hour trying to make ends meet
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How sweet love is the warm feel of its touch the wetness of its depths
The warmth of its juices flowing from every whisper of its breaths
Your touch is pure exotic sending shivers up and down my spine
It makes my heart beat faster with each stroke until I reach my climax every time
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I know man lies; for sure I know woman lies
So what is this saying of mankind? To me this isn't a surprise
To make a good liar you must sell the fib while everyone else buy
But like a drug dealer you can't get high on your on supply
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I have a thought would your life be better if you never met me?
Would your life be full with happiness like it should always be?
Or better yet would my life be better without me met you?
I am thinking about it we never met what would I do?
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The more things change
is the more they remain the same
The sorrow, the joy, and the pain
All are the reality of life This is no game
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Pawn to level one
I was born as a black man son
Left in the Ghetto to die as none
To take what they gave me
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It's better to Die with Honor than to live your whole life in shame
A man without honor is a man without a life
A man without a life is a man without a soul
A man without a soul is a man that only exist to himself
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I was born a loner only loved myself
Never wanted to love one else
From the day Itama had me until the day she died
No other soul ever made me cried
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If you are reading this it mean I have gone to a better place
Don't cry for me my love because my life I didn't waste
I laughed hard I lived hard I loved hard I cried hard
And in the end I also died hard.
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