Beat me till am numb
Feeling is overly burdensome
Words can't bubble forth either
To stop caring seems good
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Everyday is a strife
Silent prayer rent the air
Only wish the wind is in my favor
All the failure parents she calls out
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Cold and lost in aspiration
Sad but frustration should have its own advantage
I'll remember not to compromise
Its not a promise since I lost it
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I didn't think it would bother you
I guess all I thought about was myself and how I feel
This is. how I feel and am not sorry
I want this white to turn red from my side
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