Lonely Child Poems

It takes courage to save a persons life
but sometimes
that person won’t use their own courage
for you…
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its not easy for everyone to
feel joy…
…even though they wait and wait
but they know they won’t be able to face it
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suicide attempt is what my conscious pushes me to do…
I can’t help it…
I don’t like it…
I have no idea what to do
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anger is my worst enemy
that never goes away…
some days it takes a day off but
it still comes back because
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Nobody is what I am,
But how can I be a nobody?
I can’t be a ‘nobody’…
But I don’t seem like an ‘anybody’ or a ‘somebody’
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I am the queen of the hated
I am hated every way possible,
I am hated because I am ‘different’,
I hate people who are ‘different’,
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