I gained happiness!
I toiled!
I wasted away!
Finally I can lay my sore kneck on cool river bed,
...
I said it!
I called it!
You know how difficult that is for me!
I can't say it!
...
I hate a boy named -
I love a boy named -
I wont dare say his name...
for he might see it.
...
That boy, he was so sweet.
He tried to buy my love from me.
He sulked in my shadows,
he weaved in my long golden locks,
...
I am the soldier who died in battle,
I am the girl who flinched in her coming out picture.
I am the clerk who sold your ancient soul.
I am the dog who passed your home today.
...
I remember the names of soldiers,
carved on the cool marble stone.
I remember the date of death,
on a small cement tombstone.
...
Yes the wind tosseled his hair,
Yes the sun reflected his personality,
Yes the water reflected his movements.
But what I loathe most about him;
...
Happiness is short lived.
That moment of glee,
Then the frightening occurance.
It is true
...
Never faltering..never ill)
Hate
Like the small boat,
on a large lake.
Like a large bee,
in a small hive.
I am always alone.
Never fitting in.
But I hate those who hate me.
I hate those who love me.
On a small Archaic bridge,
On a small stone edge of a cliff,
Do I love you?
Do I hate you?
Make the choice for me!
Please?
Before I jump to the wrong side,
and never return to your heart.