C K

I hope you can give yourself what you couldn't give to me
I hope you can love yourself more than you'll ever love me
I wish you nothing but love unconditionally
Not because I love you still
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The blood in your veins must be infused with stardust
The taste of your lips must be more than bliss
because I fail to see exactly how an average person could be so amazing
and so hard to resist
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Cuz Love
can be loss
or maybe
not
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Some day you'll fall in love with someone like the way poets write about
and when it comes down to it, I hope
you look for me, not for me but for my side of the story
cuz I can't tell you what I really think or feel
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you appreciate me from afar but mostly when I leave,
but in the time between,
you regard me as not to be seen;
not to be looked at directly;
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there is no good in goodbye
it's a oxymoronic
a contradictory conundrum
a half-assed melancholic mystery
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