Luly fley

Here I am,
Perfectly lonely,
Abandoned,
waiting for life to come along,
teach me, how to live happily,
and blissfully,
without a care in the world,
waiting for just end to come, feeling numb,
waiting for life to take away all pain and all sad times,
So for now just staying under these leaves will do,
just having time to mediate on everything that will make me feel new