I cannot forgive the light
Its translucent sketches
Its probing oil on water balancing act
Its full embodiment of your skin
...
Without any more regrets,
with charred fingers,
I will go on living all tomorrows
like today—
...
There are moths in the basement,
a cockroach on the ceiling —
the same wings, the same hardened shell,
in every terrace house on this damp street.
...
Your tongue is a skipping rope
You can skip one way and then another darling
But never remain fixed to either side
Always right, never wrong
...
There lies in each of us a conch-shell song unheard,
a moment of beginning unfurling,
a longing to exist beyond ourselves,
a musical transcendence beyond
...
I
Are we the progenitors, the progeny of our own neurotoxicity
poured into clear clean water
that will mirror our oldest hunger and fear
...
When I see the green and red
Of the furnace flames aglow,
And a white dove is rising in the skies.
And those sleek, slender, starving black-
...
The workings of a clock
It can be as mechanical as a stopped heart.
A wingless entity
Naked and caged propelled to flower.
...
Give me a woman in a birdcage
Singing like a canary for a kingdom without chains
Singing for a deeper humanity
Flapping her wings like words flung granite stones.
...
If I could come back in another life
I'd be more goal-driven.
I'd do better at school.
I'd work harder for sure.
...
Hypothetically
I travel to the centre of the universe.
Guessing the circumference of your heart
How a pinhole of light can shine so brightly
...
Our lives are manifestations
Like blue skies and rainclouds
And then-the-next, they disappear
...
Blue-eyed horses
Hold a piece of heaven in them.
It has a spiritual domain over others.
It aligns itself with the lightning.
...
Not caring who or what observes its infinite beauty.
The dance of the light
Beneath the surface of the water
Like the David Hockney picture,
...
It isn't that I am always right.
It's just that I don't bother to argue unless I am
This isn't because I am a belligerent fool
I understand it's all about perspectives.
...
I will leave for Jerusalem soon.
Christ will save me.
The tide of the ocean calls my soul.
What more can I do?
...
I've got a woman.
She wants her severance pay.
And says if I don't cough up today
I'll wind up dead.
...
You can't sugarcoat genius with a coat of dust.
Even when the end is near.
You can hit them like a piñata.
And expect them to be broken or beaten.
...
My heart has been bankrupt for many days.
Many months, to the point I've lost count
And yet, now I lean on faith and hope.
Sometimes more on one than the other.
...
My life is an appendage of yours.
When we're together, there are no more brochures
or flirting innuendos—overtures.
...
Mark Andrew Heathcote is an adult learning difficulties support worker. His poems have been published in various journals, magazines, and anthologies, both online and in print. He is from Manchester and resides in the UK. Mark is the author of In Perpetuity and & Back on Earth, two books of poems published by Creative Talents Unleashed. I am sadly locked out of my previous account https: //www.poemhunter.com/mark-heathcote/ [email protected])
Evermore Alone
I cannot forgive the light
Its translucent sketches
Its probing oil on water balancing act
Its full embodiment of your skin
Its penetrative gaze
On a body that should only pose for me
Its molestation is no accident, like a ladies' hose laddered on purpose
Torn and stretched in its talons
Squirming like a fervent tornado, almost directionless
I too devour you like a blackbird
Full of morning songs
But by the evening
At winter's close I am perched
Evermore hungry, evermore alone