Marie Murdar Poems

For a girl who looks so happy, who smiles and laughs.
She is a girl who cries her self to sleep.
Who causes herself to feel pain for relief
Who considers suicide.
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Is it ok to not be ok?
Is it ok to not know what to say?
Is it ok to not mold the clay?
Is it ok to just stay?
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Why try to fight?
When everything is full of fright.
Why be strong?
When everything in life is so wrong.
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I need relief
i cant cry
i cant say anythin
so i can only cut
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The past is the past.
So why isnt it ok to ask?
Finally at last
We all hold fast
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