As i reach as far down as i can
I could feel my muscles expanding
trying to keep my act together
i reached farther and farther

i fall apart
the angle in which i was leaning...
the intense pain and effort...
it just wouldn't hold

i pray that my previous indulgence doesnt come back to haunt me

oh no, it has...
the scent is so strong i can almost see it
i see in slow motion..all heads turn to me
my secret is out

only one strange dark boy doesn't detect my stench...
he lights a match..
the room engulfs in flames...
i cry: WHY