mathew brogan Poems

Honestly I'm scared
I'm scared that I don't make you happy anymore
I'm scared you'll get tired of being sad, and you'll leave
I'm scared you'll move on
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As I grip your hand tightly and stare into your eyes
I see tears falling down, and I see such a sad look on your face
but please listen to me, this won't be the end
I swear to you this won't be the end
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Please don't go
I'm begging you
Please don't leave me
My life is nothing without you
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I'm scared, I'm crying, I'm hurting
And I feel like everything is falling apart
But I won't let it fall apart
I'm trying my hardest
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Our lips will meet, for a passionate kiss
and my arms will wrap around you
you'll feel the clothing on your body disappear
and the warmth of my breathe slowly wash over you
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I'm trying my hardest to stay happy
I'm trying my hardest, I swear I am

But I fear that I'm failing
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