Matt Miller Poems

I see you all the time, you're quite a sight to see
I'd like to live a life, where you would be with me
I'm too scared to try, just to talk to you
I know you'd turn me down, all the others do
...

Why is it when I try, I just become a brother
I can't just sit and lie, and say it doesn't bother
All of you are gorgeous, and love to be near me
But if I ask you out, I'm afraid I'd fear thee
...

Animosity defines me, the world will come to know
Judgement follows observation, identical verdicts show
...

Don't want you in my life, all it does is sting
You had all of my love, used my heart as a ring
I guess that ring grew old, so you sent it down the drain
Now you wear a new one, my heart's ring left in pain
...

I'm sick of all these people, with all their pretty faces
Why can't they be like me, and all have ugly faces
Why was I made like this, with no hope of being wanted
While they walk around all day, always being hunted
...

Why is it always me, the one that's all alone
THey always get the meat, I'm never thrown a bone
No one even tries, to help me feel at home
They worry about themselves, they don't care that iI'm alone
...

What I see in a mirror, staring back at me
Is a big fat ugly creature, all alone is he
But who is there to blame, I wouldn't want him either
Monsters aren't wanted, that's why people run and scream
...

I smoke problems away, everybody knows it
I can't stay on this earth, with all my problems showin
Have to go up in the clouds, until all of this is over
Way up in the sky, God knows I can't stay sober
...

Let me enjoy this time, It doesn't happen much
She's finally off my mind, wish it would stay as such
But for right now I'm gunna hold it, as tight as I can
Cuz being ok without her, is harder than I can stand
...

Living in a haze, I don't know where to go
She caused all of this pain, now I don't even know
What to do or how to do it, or what importance it would be
Just gunna roam this unknown haze, trying to find me
...