Maura Sánchez

The feeling of regret when I see your eyes
The constricting pain in my heart
and all the sighs
Your worst
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I'm on my hands and knees
I'm ready to plead
for your heart to die and bleed
that's my disease
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Tattered and torn
My heart it grew horns
Laughing I mourn
in all different forms
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It's been seven days
that everything feels like a daze
and today,
I just can't take it
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One day

I just couldn't take it
The days always felt the same
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I am the darker version of you
I make YOU beautiful

I am the one you talk down
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You look at me in disgust
as if it is a must
I actually thought you loved me
because I felt it was just
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Words are merely a dropp in the ocean
To describe how you make me feel
I become filled with such great emotion
At times I don't know how to deal
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I see her anger
taken out on an innocent child
she is hurt;
by a selfish daughter
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You'll never know what its like
To be thought of as less of a person
for having a richer color
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Eidetic the best
what's left is blasphemy
Your startling finds
all left behind;
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I saw the leaves turn and fall apart
Just like my heart
decayed with your part
The autumn in my hair
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Blackened dry mounds
Curves away as it frowns
Leaves with their auburn browns
The trees with the sun drown
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Broken for your pleasure
A feeling I cannot measure
Has destroyed me
caused me to be
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I'm still in love
I'm not the blame

I don't wanna think about your stupid name
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I used to be the one you'd run to all the time
what happened to the love we both felt inside?
It all came crashing down when you said goodbye
and now you're no longer mine
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I'll never be good enough...
I'll never be your daughter

After all these years
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