The tools role
Time has past I steel can not heal they say it will in time
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I'v given it my all
I have tried and tried
i have seen my line
i have tried to brake my bond
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after a year has passed do i look to the past
yes and the thoughts of you will last
but steps are slow an healing is slower
the moon lingers in my heart
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on my feet i take this steep
wound is deep in my chest
i strive to move forward
i think to turn back
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why would anyone do drugs, what is so good about harming your own body for fun?
'it will be fun' 'its cool' words of presser the words that i think hurt
im almost 17 and never smoked in my life, never got drunk, never thought of it or wanted to.
iv been asked iv been made fun of, i don't care.
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you left her
you hurt her
you let it go
you thank she's not what you want
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my life is lived for others I put even ones I hate before me
Ill save them at the cost of myself
My sole crushed under the weight of my own burden
My eyes hideing the pain I have deep inside
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within the darkest of times with no light
all seems lost with no fight
you give in week and worn, cant move on
for u have no light
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i just wanted t tell you that iv been thinking of you
the way your ripped my heart out
the way you tore my sole in two
the way you made me cry
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i just wanted t tell you that iv been thinking of you
the way your ripped my heart out
the way you tore my sole in two
the way you made me cry
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have you ever had someting in your heart that hurts not to say
have you ever had somthing in you that gave you pain
when you devot you life and sole to something can u just give it all away
some of u alread know what i mean for the ones that dont let me tell you
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how can it be that somene i thought was so sweet
could hurt so many so bad
how could it be someone i wish i had
could be the same
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i hate the taste of tears
i hate the smell of them
i hate tears
i see someone cry
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f.m.l i dont know why
f.m.l is something i hear
f.m.l why
im usless im worthless i have no meaning i hear all this replies
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you are like a snake cold and stealthy
you have a bite that is lethal and deadly
your perpis is set you will not regret
you have the bite that can end a good mans life
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it amazing how no matter how much you try to change
you seem to stay the same
you can dye your hair you can change your close
you can paint you nails change your skin
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well I'm about to be 15 i like to right poems about how i fell and nothing more i like chess, i got my heart ripped out and she is now with my so called 'best friend' and i hope one day she relize she lost the only one who cares also I'm dixlcxic and cant spell (thank god for spell cheek =P))
The Tool's Role
The tools role
Time has past I steel can not heal they say it will in time
Time I gave it is only worse I cant stand it these hollow felling has not changed
Only a hole is left were my heart was
Days and weeks past I say I’m fine I’m not inside
But like before I was used I’m a tool
And as a tool I will give my life for yours
As a tool I will give my happiness for yours
As a tool I will give anything to make u happy
I am max my smile lies
My laugh is only because I’m not dead
The light in my eye is the tears u will never see
I would give it all to be with you aging
See my dad die see my family fade even be a tool
Even if it ended the same even if I had to see u walk away
I would do it all aging to be with you go though my worthless life as a tool aging
I would even stand going though seeing u and him together
As long as
As long as
I can see u happy…
Even if I cant be the one to hold you
At these point I just what to be the hand you hold when you’re crying
The voice that tells u it will be all right aging
Even after being hurt, lied too, treated like S***
I will give my life for yours
Give my happiness for yours
Give anything to make you happy
I’m a tool for all people to us and all people will
I am the one no one cares for the one no one will help
Even after help them hundreds of times the 1 time I needed it
They walk away go to the other side but what do I aspect
I’m a tool why would I need help I’m the helper…
That’s my role to help ever one
I should never expect the same in return