Medusa Waves Poems

Did you really love me?
How could you…someone like me, cannot be loved, because I can’t love
All I feel inside is hate and loss, anger, jealousy, and despair
Did you ever love me?
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Hello sunshine,
Are you here to stay?
Please old sunshine
Perhaps another day?
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I don’t care for you anymore,
Can I throw it all away?
Perhaps recycle, if you wish it that way
All these pesky memories and moments
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Oh, how badly it aches-
Everthing I take.
I take it in
It all tastes bitter
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I am sure that you’ve been gone now,
For some time..
Your eyes are black and vacant-
like the lids behind my eyes
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I almost killed myself today.
From the bridge where our locked love has embedded itself.
I stood erect before the sinning and tormenting I have done.
All the pain and suffering ive caused gnawed at the surface of my heart,
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Do you feel it?

The slow death that creeps
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What makes those eyes so fair
(They belong to me, to me)
What makes the world pause to stare?
(You belong to me, to me)
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Free me from your prison, deadly vacant are they-
Can it be Ive lived in it all my life, born into my own prison
My own thoughts infest my heart, and tenderly it surrenders
Weak, but pure-my heart surrendered at the grasp of my thoughts
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Slumber lingered above my eyes, your eyes remained with mine- open wide.
Afraid of losing the sight of you, the slumber lingers and awaits my doom
Distant in the darkness I hear a call, coming from a frightening squall
The train once again brings you to me, foreboding a strange eerie feel
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