To Leave, Alone. Poem by Medusa Waves

Did you really love me?
How could you…someone like me, cannot be loved, because I can’t love
All I feel inside is hate and loss, anger, jealousy, and despair
Did you ever love me?
Perhaps, it’s not me you loved after all…but my actions.
That is not really me, you see. I play. I act this role…
Everyone has a different side of me, yet. None of which is really me.
Did you ever really love me?
If you really saw the person I am, you would not be here for long.
But I have love towards you, and I cannot allow you to suffer any longer
You don’t deserve to see the real monster that I am
You’ve done your part, I’ve done all I can do
We must part
Before it’s too late
To leave is my destiny.
To leave, alone.
To leave, soon, I dream, and feel it near.
But you cannot see me leave.
Let’s separate before it’s too late.
It’s my fate.
Maybe my mom left because of the same reason.
I loved her, and she did as well.
But she knew I wasn’t really there
Afraid, she left before I came back to life.
Just to die, once again, yet this time, shed be far away
Who can blame her?
She did the right thing.
So you must go too.
To leave is my destiny.
To leave, alone.