megan dickson

it started off so innocent and sweet
and ended in such hostility and bitterness
i dont know why this had to happen to me
or why i didnt think you capable of this
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i used to care alot about you
couldnt get you off my mind
couldnt stop thinking about how i felt no matter how i tried to
but all that changed after some time
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i am tired of all the hurt
and the pain
i feel like less than dirt
and all of my efforts have been in vain
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i wish these wounds would heal
and stop reminding me of the past
i wish i couldnt feel
the pain of the memories that last
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introduced to hurt at a tender age
my heart is over pouring with rage
i spend most of my time trying to ease the pain
of knowing that things will never be the same
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i miss the old times
i miss my old life
the fun times i had when you were here
the you that always cared
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who am i
and what is my purpose
if i died
would anybody even miss my presence
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you say that you're a one girl guy
about you that is something i do admire
exept for the fact that you're the one i desire
to you i dont want to just exist
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its just the little things you used to do
that made me fall for you
we were both young and inexperienced
but to us that didnt make a difference
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in the past few years
i'd say i've been through enough
i thought i was on top of all my fears
but i guess im not
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i can see you feel the same as i
when i look into your eyes
its like we're connecting soul to soul
like nothing i've ever known
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