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The Pills Sit Lonely In The Cupboard

I hate myself and the way i look,
each morning iwake wishing i had took,
those bottle of pills, that sit lonely in the cupboard,
they are kinda like me right,
GOD! why am i so stubborn.

I wake and pray that each day will get better,
but somehow things just get bitter and bitter,
every night i sit alone, i don't want to suffer
the voices in my head, just always seem to buffer,

I met a boy once, but it didn't go as planned,
he made me smile and laugh man he was grand,
but this mental side of me got in the way,
the only guy i loved had just walked away,

I'm sorry for the pain that i may have caused,
i didn't ask for this to happen, wheres the applause,
the voices are getting louder GOD! i cant take it much longer,
everything i had just seem to ponder,

I just sit here with the guilt,
feeling everything as i just tilt,
my mind is empty as i slowly feel numb,
i just wish my true love will come,

Instead i just lay with those lonely bottle of pills,
my grip loosens up, i can do nothing but feel,
feel my body slowing saying goodbye,
goodbye to everyone who claimed they tried.

looking over my pale body, tears dripping down my face,
wishing that i could've stayed, yet still trying to feel grace,
i walk to toward the light not looking back,
knowing the only thing left behind, was just all black.

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