I bleed out to feel
Every cut you make
Goes deeper inside me
Each one leaves a searing hole
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I'm tired of this
I'm not her
So dont compare us
I get it im not good enough
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I thought i woke up next to you
I thought i heard you breathe
But your not here
so...
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I was there once
I made that mistake
I gave him my love
I gave him myself and my life
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My memories burn inside my head
So many things i left unsaid
Like how much i love you
And where i saw us going
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I take a sip and feel the hit
It slowly takes over me
Releasing my pain
I feel myself letting go
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I saw you
The memories rushed back
Somethings i missed
Others i didnt
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I feel the ocean breeze on my face
It reminded me of an earlier time
When i was yours
And you were mine
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You disgust me
I mean was that necessary
to she her like that
Uhhgg... you played me
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