if possible
let me fly with the birds
dance with the clouds
to remove this restless heart
...
and…. I could do that too
as same as you did to me
and….I could betray you
just as you betrayed me
...
the loud sound of blast
broke the silence of the night
splitted dream
start creating the sonnet of painful
...
I am not a writer and never learn about writing but I love to write. I also like art. I spend some of my time making crafts such as embroidery, patchwork, stringing beads and sometimes painting My Favourite lines is: I'm glad my life isn't perfect, I'm proud that I make mistakes, I'm happy I have my problems in life... It reminds me I'm real, I'm human... I'm me.)
Before The Last Departure
if possible
let me fly with the birds
dance with the clouds
to remove this restless heart
if possible
let me sing along with butterflies
joking with flowers
to release this heartache
but the night shackling me
pressing my chest so tight
makes me hard to breathe
makes my soul weeping
if possible
let me be with my son a little longer
let me hug and kiss him
so no feeling of regrets
if possible
do not let him see my departure
so no tears to fall
then...... take me as Thy will