I am a 36 year old wifey and mother of two amazing kiddos.
'Battling'
**My mental state here lately, hasn't been very well,
Mainly because of everything I'm medically battling through.
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**This morning my legs have already started to ache,
I hate that I go through this every single day.
Whenever my pain is intolerable, it then becomes too much for me to take,
I just can't believe it's incurable, I have no words to even say.
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**Thank You Precious Father God, for relieving my pain today,
Because it seems here lately, it never gives me a break.
I want to be able to enjoy my life, without hurting in every way,
It just feels like I'm in this nightmare, from which I cannot wake.
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**These painful electric shocks that I've been feeling all day,
Why on God's green Earth, do they have to hurt so much?
It just makes me wish, for an hour they'd go away,
Because I truly despise, being in pain from the slightest touch.
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**Tonight I am beginning Entry thirty-five,
Another day is conquered, & I'm thankful I'm alive.
Also it is now year twenty-twenty-three (2023) ,
I'm curious as to what this new year has for me.
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