Melissa Darsey

'Battling'

**My mental state here lately, hasn't been very well,
Mainly because of everything I'm medically battling through.
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**This morning my legs have already started to ache,
I hate that I go through this every single day.
Whenever my pain is intolerable, it then becomes too much for me to take,
I just can't believe it's incurable, I have no words to even say.
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**Thank You Precious Father God, for relieving my pain today,
Because it seems here lately, it never gives me a break.
I want to be able to enjoy my life, without hurting in every way,
It just feels like I'm in this nightmare, from which I cannot wake.
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**These painful electric shocks that I've been feeling all day,
Why on God's green Earth, do they have to hurt so much?
It just makes me wish, for an hour they'd go away,
Because I truly despise, being in pain from the slightest touch.
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**Tonight I am beginning Entry thirty-five,
Another day is conquered, & I'm thankful I'm alive.
Also it is now year twenty-twenty-three (2023) ,
I'm curious as to what this new year has for me.
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**This brand new 'Tripledemic' is definitely worrying me,
Especially for our children, who are sick as they can be.
Infections like Coronavirus, RSV & the Flu,
It's hitting our kiddos so much more, how much must they go through?
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**Andrea my former partner, has made a huge mistake,
Demanding to let her claim my kid, all she does is steal and take.

**She sold all of our belongings, though we never saw one cent,
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**Heavenly Father this I pray,
Please banish this sickness from our Goo.
Heal her body in every way,
For now I dedicate her back to You.
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'IN YOU, I BELIEVE'  

**Dearest Heavenly Father, I humbly come to You today,
In Your wonderful name continue, to make better, our precious Goo.
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**Since August the 20th our Goo had fallen sick,
Just started Kindergarten, not long after her very 1st day.
Suddenly she felt better, then went downhill pretty quick,
First a sore throat, then positive for covid, now this 'Croupe' cough, will not go away.
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**Thank You, Precious Father God, for this amazing, beautiful day,
And thank You for allowing me, to once again reopen my eyes.
So that I may enjoy the Earth around me, created in Your own way,
Filled with love & peacefulness, & of wonderment surprise.
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**Thank You Precious Lord, for the email I got to see,
And thank You God for everything, that You are able to do.
For finally getting published means everything to me,
Though it wouldn't have happened, if it hadn't been for You.
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**From the moment of our birth,
We are only granted, a very limited stay.
We don't know how long we have upon this Earth,
Because God could take us back, to Heaven any day.
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**My doctor confirmed my condition, during our telephone call one day,
It's known as Peripheral Neuropathy, & it's nothing like I thought it would be.
It's progressive & incurable, affecting my nerves in every way,
And I still can't fully process, that this is actually happening to me.
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