Melissa Schreuder

I hate the way you make me feel,
I hate that you think you can read my mind,
I hate crying over you,
I hate that you say you care but you don't,
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My home is not a home,
not a place to call my own,
not a place where I can sleep peacefully,
not a place where I can sing or dance about it.
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You may call me crazy, but I think I'm
just being me.You may call me yellow
and green but I think I'm just
being my colorful me.
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She was cracking, but no one saw,
she was Bleeding, but no one cared,
she was broken, but no one fixed her.
She was blind, but no one helped,
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Close your eyes, remember, remember me.
take a deep breath, remember, remember us.
remember me when your day isn't going great, remember me.
remember me when your feeling lonley, remeber me.
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His eyes unleashes the beautiful
metamorphic butterfly's inside my stomach,
his smile sets my hart on fire, roaring hot flames,
his touch sends an earthquake of chills,
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Counting down the rage
thats explode out from your chest,
5,4,3,2,1,
the beating begins.
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I'm standing here in front of him
with red apple cheeks and with
stars in my eyes, his kiss like haven,
lips like clouds in the sky,
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Counting down the days you see,
Just for you to be with me.
Your eyes are like the skies, Blue like the ocean, deep like our galaxy.
The fear that is inside me disappears when you’re beside me,
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You said 'I love you' and I took it hard, so I fell hard.
You said 'I'll never leave you' and so I trusted you.
You said 'I won't hurt you' and I took it in and put it my heart for safe keeping.
You said 'I marry you if you want me to' so I gave him my only gift.
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She walks through the rain...
she walks through her door...
she sets her bag down...
walks to her bathroom...
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I can make you mad and hurt you,
but I wont,
I can stomp my feet like a little five year,
but I wont,
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why do people need love?
why do people hate?
why do people kill?
why do people die?
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It's amazing how things just fly by you.
It's amazing it goes in a flash.
you can have it all at one point,
and lose in a flash.
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Have you ever had so much pain and suffering that you just wanted to fly away?
or ever had so much hurt that you just couldn't breath even if you tried. Have you ever caused destruction cause you didn't know how to reacted to you suffering. have you ever had been pushed to a breaking point and thought a blade was the answer. trust me your not week you just don't know how to forget it and leave it behind. you think I don't know but I do, just trust me. breath in close your eyes breath out and forget it all. just fly away, punch a pillow, go to a forest away from any civilization and scream.
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Forever in a day you cast me away to a land that is full of thorns and poisin spiders and snakes.
Forever in a day you take my hurt away and give it to the lyons and tigers to eat.
Forever in a day you take my breath away but not in a good way, you beat my chest with the words you say.
Forever in a day you kick me around, but not anymore.
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Fly away from here to a different place were human like monsters are instinct, where no one is harmed and were no baby's cry only laughter.
Fly away to a land were you are free to love and be your self twenty four seven.
Fly away to a land that you dream about and be happy, just fly.
Fly,
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