I dont have a specific place where I belong
And my heart is no longer strong
Weaking; Starting to lose control
Trying to stay awake by taking adderall
...
We have those days where we want to be left alone
But in reality screaming for someone to come along
Just starring at the time, constantly checking your phone
Keeping those tears in, trying to stay strong
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Thoughts
I dont have a specific place where I belong
And my heart is no longer strong
Weaking; Starting to lose control
Trying to stay awake by taking adderall
Hrs of no sleep, hrs of no thoughts
Never thought i'd feel like this; Its all your fault
I try to stay strong, remain the happy old me
But now I feel contained & I wanna be set free
These 4 walls is where I stay
And these thoughts don't go away
I try to escape my mind set, cause its tearing me apart
So I write these poems, its not a form of art
Save me from myself
With these thoughts im no longer safe
As I scream for help
All I have to myself is hope and faith
-M. Cortez