Joseph your like the brother i never had,
loosing you has his hit all of us so bad,
i wish i was still asleep and this was all a nitemare,
cos im scared of wakening up now and admitting to myself that your not there!
I cant bare the thought of never seeing or speaking to you again,
its just not right
i wish your death was something i could fight,
im angry and frustrated that life has turned out this way,
cos theres a few things to you id like to say..
I love u so much i always have
I cant believe im writing this to you, i keep looking up hoping you'll jump...