Mila Bell

life didn't make sense when i was a kid
but i didn't think much of it
i watched movies and skipped school
drew things and played cool
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too dark outside and too cold,
who am i without a coat?
bloody stains on the snow,
killer is hunting,
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haunted mansion by my ghost
no one will ever know that i'm here
and people will dance on my bones,
taking last pieces of me
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At the park I was sitting alone,
almost rained that day
And people were running away,
being afraid for their lives,
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last night I saw you,
or I believe I did
You left, but still haunt me,
And I'm afraid what I will, or won't do
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Will I be alive in twenty years,
Or even ten?
I can't see my future very well,
Maybe I'll die tomorrow on a walk with my dog, listening to mitski while my bones getting crushed by a car in an odd situation,
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ghosts in my heart sing a song
i can't get rid of
but i'm not in the right state of mind,
to follow the rhythm —
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i'm climbing on the roof -
i'm climbing to see the truth,
and baby runs away
from his own mother
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An arrow went through me
And once again I'm saying what I didn't mean
How many people will you hurt,
until you cut off your tongue?
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Aftertaste of your soul
I still remember your hands -
How you killed me with your intellect,
And I felt for you once again
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it's really hard,
to not believe in god
in the darkest hour,
cause who we're gonna blame
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I'll grow out of you, someday
But until then, let me have my dreams
One day I'll realize we're not a pair,
Or maybe you'll just leave
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i don't know what you're thinking
have you ever had a thought on your mind?
i'm constantly thinking
and i'm fucking terrified.
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Waving to say goodbye
But words can't come out of my mouth
Wearing this pretty dress that you've bought me
I'm standing there, on a bridge of last hope
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