mila flower

too dark outside and too cold,
who am i without a coat?
bloody stains on the snow,
killer is hunting,
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i'm seeing future when i'm blind
it left my sight but i still follow it —
while in the search of any feeling,
i'm thinking if i should be a killer
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haunted mansion by my ghost
no one will ever know that i'm here
and people will dance on my bones,
taking last pieces of me
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At the park I was sitting alone,
almost rained that day
And people were running away,
being afraid for their lives,
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last night I saw you,
or I believe I did
You left, but you're still haunting me,
And I'm afraid what I will or won't do,
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Will I be alive in twenty years,
Or even ten?
I can't see my future very well,
Maybe I'll die tomorrow on a walk with my dog, listening to mitski while my bones getting crushed by a car in an odd situation,
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ghosts in my heart sing a song
i can't get rid of
but i'm not in the right state of mind,
to follow the rhythm —
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