when you lose someone you love you try to find a meaning in their death, But there is only pain, suffering, and memories of them dying in front of your eyes, you want to avenge them so bad that your hands can't stop trembling, But you can't, what will killing people bring back? nothing.
You will only lose yourself and suffer more.
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How on earth you take a soul,
With no reason at all,
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always fail, I always lose,
I always feel that there is no use,
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