Msuthukazi ayanda Noganta Poems

I once told u that If you would open my closet you'd find crib notes I've saved since I was 14, explanations of why I choose to live smile by smile regardless of constantly built lies n fights n sometimes lack of love

If you read them you'd see tht I olwaes started by saying dear me, like I was prepared to seek help from me, myself n I was probably trying to run awae from reality.
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I was once told by my subconscious to hold on to hugs whenever i felt an overwhelming tear because tissues will fail to wipe away even the pain in my eyes

I was once told that it will be ok if jus once I forgot about joys and happy endings just so i could embrace  a sad emotion for more than a split second, so I made a promise to my feelings to never lock them in me and throw away the key.
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You would not believe the pace of its beat neither would u wish to let it ease the intensity of its heat ol u would probably do is admit that between you n I there is chemical defeat! A field of intimacy that identifies substances from which this matter is composed. Hence you would try and squiz in  the phrase chemistry, claiming that my heart investigates properties n ways in which you and I interact combine and probably change

If you could see my heart
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