Frustrated I touch that spot, so dry and wet
I rub it until I'm satisfied
But I hunger for more
It still remains the obsession
...
Held in my hand, squeezed tight
and hard, the sparkling shard.
knife-edged obsidian
Grown from my heart, hidden,
...
The First
I move around wondering
worrying
confused
No idea where I am
No idea what I am
All I know is I got to go in first
Before they burst
If I lose I wont exist
I hope everyone eventually desist
So I can be the one to be in life's bliss
If I don't win
I shall never be in
I must be the first
I must be it
Or else my life will not be very lit.
I must win it